“He says that with my imaginative power and habit of story-making, a nervous weakness like mine is sure to lead to all manner of excited fancies, and that I ought to use my will and good sense to check the tendency… So I try.”
Charlotte Perkins Gilman - The Yellow Wallpaper
About the project…
YELLOW is a short dance film inspired by Charlotte Perkins Gilman’s fictional short story, "The Yellow Wallpaper" (1890), which follows the journal entries cataloging one woman's mental landscape while being treated for hysteria in the nineteenth century.
Reimagined through a contemporary lens, this film explores themes of intersectional feminism, the oppressive nature of patriarchal control, and the cyclical harm embedded in systems of power that discredit and diminish marginalized voices. At the focal point of the film is the unraveling of self that transpires when autonomy is denied.
Rather than following the narrative arc of the story, the film will be crafted from the visceral themes and textures layered within the narrative, which will be transcribed into a structured improvisational score. For the dancers, this will mean navigating a series of anchored choreographic motifs woven throughout improvisational prompts. For the filmmakers, a parallel score will provide pre-determined compositional anchors while leaving room for intuitive responses to the dancers’ movement. This dual structure ensures that the film itself embodies the tension between restriction and autonomy that lies at the heart of the story.
In honoring the lineage of The Yellow Wallpaper, this project seeks to expand its resonance for today. The film will highlight how patriarchal systems continue to silence, constrain, and invalidate those whose identities or bodies fall outside of dominant power structures, while also imagining spaces of resistance, reclamation, and becoming.
Director - Andie Knudson
Hi! I’m Andie (She/Her) - an Atlanta-based dancer, arts administrator, educator, filmmaker, and entrepreneur of Andie K. Media. My work frequently engages surrealism and storytelling to explore the complex dynamics between spirituality, identity, and belonging - challenging the limitations we submit to within each of these realms. In my work, I aim to unveil how these themes influence our lives and how movement can facilitate transformation and healing for both practitioners and audiences - exploring our collective desires for truth, connection, and understanding.
My artistic journey has been shaped by dance innovators such as Nancy Stark Smith, and by my current processes performing with EXCAVATE BODY and staibdance. As a creator, my solo, "Love Letters to Doubt" began in Fly on the Wall's Excuse the Art series in 2023 and has since toured at various regional conferences.
My beginnings as a professional videographer took root at Jacob’s Pillow Dance Festival with Nel Shelby Productions. I have had the honor of capturing the work of many diverse and dynamic performing artists on film, including staibdance, Atlanta Opera, Fly On A Wall, Rise City Dance, OUT.LI.ER Records, among others.
Creative Research Advisor - Lydia J. Mathis
Hi there! I am Lydia J. Mathis (She/Her), LPC. I am a trauma therapist and image maker currently planted in Boulder, Colorado.
As a mental health professional, I specialize in intercultural and global mental health, helping people navigate life, identity, and pain as new arrivals in the United States.
As a body, creative facilitator, photographer, and image maker, I investigate how embodiment and movement interact with inner landscapes and can be symbolized and represented by the abstraction of light and natural elements. I am interested how the inner truths of our psyche can be unveiled through strong images and good storytelling.
My mental health training has taken me around the world from Latin America to India, learning about how our bodies and minds respond to trauma and pain, and the brilliant and devastating strategies different cultures employ to solve these problems. My clinical and artistic work are centered around the same belief that when our innermost experiences come to life and are witnessed by another, our wounds are healed.
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